《MILK+!》有感
by Charles Au
20100330
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大家也在熱烈討論，我也來湊湊熱鬧。
自覺這種表演方式像藝術館展覽，
主題是紙醉金迷的夜生活、糜爛的性毒品朝拜、精液的強暴和搾取。
載體被換上人類的軀殼而已。
是活生生的性展覽；
只欠陽具、陰蒂、精液和愛液：高潮。
三件展品，
三種不同的力量。
連合一起看，卻帶著一份不太能夠言喻的味道。
是抽象美。
猶記得小時候，第一次吃雀巢牌甜筒，
雪糕、花生粒和脆皮筒，各自刺激著口腔中萬千味蕾。
吃到底了，喊一句 “噢…這麼快就吃完嚕!” ，就草草的把整個三角小錐都拋進口中，享受那最後的快樂，也迎接那虛空的失落。
此時卻沁出絲絲可可豆的味道。
噢!!是一片濃郁的巧克力。
一掃而空的是那份空虛，填補進來的是那份驚喜。
今天的表演，就如同那份驚喜。
三件展品，三種性格，
有機結合為一體時，卻不失本性，並帶來另一番新氣象。
是昇華。
得以轉化和昇華，微妙之處在於即興演出(improvisation)的魔力。
每個演出者在台上也帶著自己的回憶和故事，在這個「無導向」的國度下，呈現著心中所想。
正正是這種潛意識的表現，使「無」變「有」。
縱使片段千篇一律，故事卻依隨著演出者的反應和情緒變化，在重覆與重覆的同時，構成了不一樣的可能性。
作為表演者，無疑是愉快的，體驗也是奇特的。
在沉溺於milk gen和lover body兩個角色的同時，也不自覺被一種外力拉扯著，
潛藏的靈魂從表演者的動作中解放，好想好想知道觀眾怎樣觀照自己。
我想，作為觀眾，把玩和建構三件展品之間的關係，也是美事。
冗長的表演時間，也是我最欣賞的地方。
我有感的是表演者有相當充裕的時間去認識這個大氣氛，有相當充裕的時間沉澱於這個大氣氛之中，並有相當充裕的時間讓我游走於其中。
猶記得到了表演末段，筆者已盡忘了自己的預設角色。
那一刻，腦海就只有享受著台上的自己。
隨著音樂擺動自己的身體，
用身體擺設成一件件掛上我名字的裝置藝術，
大樂也。
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Siu Ding
只欠陽具、陰蒂、精液和愛液：高潮。 <===這些東東大家也有, 但是沒有"展示"出來, 其實我不介意展示, 過全場沒有人全裸的, 半裸的女仔也得我一個, 全裸的話好像會變得很奇怪. 陽具 算是有幾個玩具代替吧 你似乎相當滿意這個演出啊. 的確你演的很投入和出色, 我卻因為那些 sticky 的milk不能投入, 不能投入的感覺拖長了表演時間, 感覺越來越長..>_<.. 實際我的演出很失敗啊 ...T_T.... Charles Au
我指的當然是真的陽具、陰蒂、精液和愛液啦。
stickiness竟然是妳的死穴 :p
Ansona Ching
哈哈，我見斯文的charles最後淋浴在液體中，讓我不禁也走了進去跪坐（彷彿在看儀式似的）。其實雙腿也濕透了，可能演多一會，我就會躺在那裡了。
小丁，每個人也有自己的角色啊，所以不用介意有誰裸有誰不裸的問題。我比較像幽靈，到處飄遊。
Siu Ding
真的... 可能我始終不能投入 @_@ 一想到那些 好sticky的東東就毛管涷 >_< 真的陽具、陰蒂、精液和愛液啦 <===其實係有的, 不過無"露" 同埋無 "飛" 出來吧 XD 咁係咪你覺得唔激, 想要真的 ? :P Rim Young
作為一位觀眾，系度發表一D個人觀感：大體黎講，個Show系成功的。若一定要講有何欠缺，我覺得系一些演員少咗 D PASSION （當然大家都系業餘演員，無可能要求太高，而且Director也無明確o既指示，因此好難達到完美）。反而是否全裸唔系咁重要。系度要讚下Charles、灝仔同Natalie，你地表現出足夠o既 PASSION，讓平時連影相都有D唔自然o既我都蠢蠢欲動，想參與表演！都幾欣賞系地上碌黎碌去果個鬼妹（食齋果位），不過好多時間佢都系度自己錄黎碌去，好似演獨腳戲，欠咗個對手配合！------- 無論如何，我好Enjoy，多謝各位演員為我留下一個難忘的晚上！
Cheuk Ho Yin
thx for your compliment Raymond. special thx to Natalie for gladly taking every action I did to any part of her body. and I love the ending that Charles created for the whole show. that was just perfect!
17 hours ago · ReportCharles Au re Rim:
thank you for the praises.
you should have joined our performance as an actor!! :P
re Ho jai:haha impulse drove me to do so.
the magic of improvisation.
i love your sm lol
Siu Ding
我就是欠缺 passion 的演員 >_<, 其實 stickiness 不應成為借口, 事後我向 導演和 Katrien 說對不起, 她們說不要緊, 所有事情永遠也"可以更好" 但到現在我還未理清這個表演對我的真正意義是甚麼. Cheuk Ho Yin
yes, Siu Ding, apparently you were performing naked, but you had no passion inside you. I couldn't interact with you very much tho you "looked" hot, and it's only something on the surface. it's a pity.
"到現在我還未理清這個表演對我的真正意義是甚麼" me too, not too clear. but I am very clear that I am a performer, and I will always be into it.
Venus Weier Tjang
Same here, Siu Ding. I have absolutely no idea what that meant to me. I mean of course I don't regret having done it, it's nice to have met all of you, but to be very honest, a lot of things were missing in there. A show like that required a lot of energy, a lot of suspense, a lot of indulgence. Charles, you, Justin and perhaps Sofie too were very comfortable with your body movements and could portray the mood very well. As for myself, when the audience wasn't at all wiling to cooperate, when the "Gagdets" used to arrest people were completely failing on me, when the entire place became so sticky and dirty (I somehow really didn't anticipate that), it just created a very chaotic environment for me and I simply couldn't concentrate on the performance. I guess improvisation is when you really understand and, as an actor, you really enjoy becoming that other person. I can only say that I didn't quite FULLY enjoy the experience because there were many unexpected and unknown things (not the interaction of the actors, that's entailed in "improvisation"). I think it's better if we had done this kind of improvisation just among us actors instead of with the audience, given the nature of the plot and the fucking annoying dead audience. I hate it how they all came here because they clearly were curious about sex, but they were afraid to admit to it and be portrayed as one of those "perverts" even within that same space where everybody's in the same boat ANY WAY.
Siu Ding
是啊, 我也同意你的講法.
我的問題是, 我不明白的話, 不能演下去, 所以我沒有成為真正的演員. 我總是把"自己" 看得太重要 :p 不過不試過還是不知道自己真的不行, 現在試過了便知道有很多弱點.
那天的演出你很用心又認真實在太pro了.^_^
Venus Weier Tjang
Yea, she's the only surviving, working agent...lol. I gave up after seeing the shitty audience. I hate to force people to do things they don't like, I made a mistake to have chosen that role in the first place when I was suggested to be a lover girl.
Siu Ding
Venus,
我又覺得未必完全是觀眾的錯. 整個環境連你也會討厭的同事很難說服別人參與.
而且他們事前為了 (任何) 好奇而來並不稀奇, 只是如果去誘使他們展現他們的好奇是重要.
在沒有說明他們可以做甚麼之下, 他們很被動也很合理... ... See more
不過可能導演是不是特別想在沒說明之下看看觀眾會做甚麼, 也有可能.
Siu Ding
我也覺得如果地方干淨些, 而只有我們幾個演員參與, 這個 演出 可能完全不同. ^_^
Venus Weier Tjang
hahahaha, yea, that too. I do understand that there are simply too many unknowns for less carefree people, actors/audience, to feel comfortable. and sadly, I'm harldly experienced enough to get into the mood. But either way, our collective effort was commendable!
Siu Ding
Venus,
對啊, 就算表現得不專業, 也沒有演員中途離場 <=== 雖然是最壞的情況 :P 而且想辦法讓自己渡過. Ho yin, 多謝你那天會覺得我裸露是"表面上的 hot" :P ... See more 其實我覺得自己裸體經常也不 hot 的, 可能是觀者的感覺不同. 和 justin , Charles, Venus, Ansona 等互動的時候, 有些時刻是非常咸濕的, 當時有想過不如忘了正在演的戲去"攪" 他/她們算了, 不過一見到雙手黑晒的鍊奶, 我又無mood 了 :P Venus Weier Tjang
HAHAHAHAHA I KNOW I KNOW! Yea I was like fuck this let's just DO it! But i don't suppose we can caress/touch very sensually with all that sticky shit.
Siu Ding
有 d 似 《時光倒流七十年》的男主角, 羅左個coins 出來後, 返回現實 :P
Charles Au
haha you know what Justin told me that we boys were prohibited to erect. Maybe that sticky thing was to stop us caressing sensually each other lol
Siu Ding
Venus,
可能導演特登要有個 sticky shit 去阻我地的演出變成 另類情愛派對 XD hahahaa ~
Charles,
boys were prohibited to erect <==真的有這樣的規定 Charles Au
true.
Siu Ding
ho, i dont know that, i think you guys are not willing to erect :P
Venus Weier Tjang
hahaha, so according to Justin, only you GUYS would get horny during the show. Girls wouldn't/couldn't show any sign of excitement that's why the stickiness wasn't exactly for us girls?
Charles Au
so that explains why when siuding was on me i simply had to shun and shun and shun zzz
to avoid erection :P
Siu Ding
hahah, but i think Justin may betray you by hidding his erection with the mask on his XXXX !
Cheuk Ho Yin
boys were prohibited to erect <== this is a law in HK, according to Isaac. an erected penis is not allowed to be shown in public places. Siu Ding
if the erected penis are covered by clothes lei ?
Cheuk Ho Yin
that should be ok.
Jan Cho
yes Charles, it's out of legality reason. Exposed erected penis will get everyone into real trouble. It's clearly written in the book, and no discretion in whatever premises.
Siu Ding
Exposed erected penis will get everyone into real trouble. <=== 原來咁嚴重嗎 :p Charles Au
Justin actually got his penis erected during the show.
he told me that after the show.
maybe you all didn't notice, but he did try to calm himself by leaning on the sidewall alone for 5 mins or so.
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